For one, you and I both know how Sarandis found this place. I may not be held accountable, but that doesn't mean that it isn't going to bring up old bad blood.

[She's not even going to mention Kyp's name aloud. Not right now.]

And you didn't see what she did to us in that library. I'm not strong enough for what's coming - none of us are. But the things I need to do and practice in order to grow? I can't do them here. [Her expression is intense as she adds.] I'm not normal, Buffy. Not even by changeling standards. There's no one here who can help me, even if they wanted to.

[She sighs then, glancing away.]

I haven't decided where, yet. A big city, mostly likely, where it'll be easy for me to stay hidden.