[ she's disappointed this is not how the coming of age movies made it out to be. or, like, the hang over. ] Maybe it's just me. I'm bad at being a person. Cordelia thought I'd be excited, but I'm not excited and she seemed disappointed and confused that I'm not excited so, like, I should be excited, right? But I'm not excited. I don't even care. And I should care, shouldn't I? People care. And I don't.