[Very seriously.] Well... Yes. I mean there's no spoken rule about not killing evil vampires, but a Tuneservant is a special priest for Milil. That's their whole job in life and they get certain perks for being the most devout and devoted followers. I couldn't do both, because I'd have put my whole heart into being a priestess. And maybe one day I'll feel better and I'll feel like I've accomplished a lot with Barovia and everything that comes with that, and I can retire and be a Tuneservant, but for now... I'm happy with where I'm going.

[She squints at Kenzi as if all of the reasons behind this conversation are starting to work their way into her head while she was responding on autopilot.] ...Is there something here I'm not getting? I'm drunk. I don't know if I can grasp nuance well right now.