[he leans his head against the window, thoughtful.] I did — well, I did a lot of things for my family, but primarily I was a fixer. I knew everybody, so I felt like I knew everything. If you needed something, anything, I could get it for you. I could do anything. I think I started to buy into that fantasy. You know, started to believe in my own invincibility. So I flew too close to the sun, burnt my wings off, and now I don't have shit.