because she exists in a default state of everything is spiders she manages not to fall down crying as her brain tries to process. where is amaranth? (look, people, in times of stress the brain is known to fixate on particular things. don't judge.) her wherewithal to not cry turns into the opposite of what elena is doing. instead of rushing toward myri, or even finnick, she starts to move from her table toward spike.
clean spike. fake spike. gonna kill spike for daring to touch elena spike. ]
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because she exists in a default state of everything is spiders she manages not to fall down crying as her brain tries to process. where is amaranth? (look, people, in times of stress the brain is known to fixate on particular things. don't judge.) her wherewithal to not cry turns into the opposite of what elena is doing. instead of rushing toward myri, or even finnick, she starts to move from her table toward spike.
clean spike. fake spike. gonna kill spike for daring to touch elena spike. ]