I don't want to go. This is literally the last thing I want to do. Thinking about doing this makes me want to puke. Thinking about doing this with you, like, on the other side of the island makes me want to puke more. So don't... let everyone else be brave first, okay? [ it's not really whining, just emotional word salad, but alex hates emotions so she assumed calling it whining would work as a preface. ]