I'd definitely consider that the worse alternative. [a shudder.

he pokes his tongue inside his cheek.] Yeah, I broke it. It wasn't what I expected when I did. The thing is, you go so long having something that you don't want that you get used to it, and when it's gone, it's like a piece of who you are goes with it.

I'm not saying it'd be the same for you, but word of warning? Be careful. Cursebreaking sucks all around.