No, it really wasn't. They found me after I'd been 'saved' from a shipwreck, so they 'saved' me from that second bad situation. At least they brought me back to health. Physically, anyway. And that's where I met Nyssa, so...

[That might have been the only good thing to come from it.]

You're definitely safe. 'International assassin' is a job title I'm happy to leave in my past.