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knightsoflegend2017-05-08 05:39 pm
jotun) wrote in knightsoflegend2017-05-08 05:39 pm
EARTH-11 ♔ JUST ISN'T HOW I ENVISIONED IT
WHO || Wanda, Malina, Caroline, Jordan, Alex, Loki, Jane, Darcy, YOU
WHAT || The Knights wake up after a mission in Saudi Arabia with the worst kind of hangover.
WHERE || Earth-11
WHEN || End of 2016
HOW || As you like it; mission in individual top-threads, actionspam.
It's hard to notice right away. For the most part, everything looks normal. The toilets flush in the right direction. The sky's still up. The buildings are still scraping the clouds. But something about it feels wrong, and the details come in waves.
The first wave is that no one is in the castle, or in England, or even in Saudi. It's hard to tell where they are, except it's close to the equator. Warm. Sunny. And a city. Maybe they're lucky. Maybe someone's there to greet them, if not in this bed that isn't theirs, then in this apartment that isn't theirs, or this house.
But out in the streets, things get stranger. Gone are the gleaming glass and metal frames of the skyscrapers, replaced with statuesque marble shaped into hellenic curves. Everything is bright colors and bronze. The metal coins people trade for currency have a wolf's head stamped on them, valid only in the Republic of Midgard.
The world is wrong. And no one but those in the room with Loki and Jordan seem to remember why.
[ ooc note; WHILE THE SAUDI ARABIA MISSION wraps up their encounter with Loki, everyone is invited to play in the whackadoodle AU that Loki created by making Jordan grant his wish to rule a world full of all the things Loki desires, where Thor is nowhere to be found. Consider this your dystopian/framework/everyone's dead AU event. Please note that only mission characters will remember the events of Earth-11, as they've only been transported to a parallel universe. Everything you play is for fun, not for character arc. ]
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I appreciate your offer, Jordan. It is difficult for me to confide in anyone, mostly because I feel as if they are solely in my company for the fact that they are afraid of Loki. [She frowns for a moment.]
I never thought I would be at his side in this manner. There are moments where I feel as if I would be better suited elsewhere. It's fleeting. Silly, really. I should consider myself lucky to be in the position I am. That I'm able to guide this world at his side. Many would dream to be in my place and yet there are moments where I wonder if there will be a moment when he will seek out someone else.
Which makes my desire to find comfort in him... If I was to actually find something in him, in being with him -- and he were to realize that I'm not suited to his desires. [She frowns. She excels in most areas. She's a fierce warrior. Suited to be on the front lines. She has never needed to excel in more intimate areas.]
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I am not afraid of Loki. [The lack of honorific goes unnoticed by him but it hangs in the air between them as he continues, not a hint of fear in his voice.]
And that is not why I enjoy your company, or seek it out, contrary to this afternoons walk.
[this is it, the moment of truth, as it were. he takes a deep gulp of air before plunging forward, consequences be damned.]
These feelings of "otherness" that you speak of... How often do you have them? Is there something in particular that triggers these feelings? Are they tied to your reasoning of not being closer to Loki, more than you've previously thought? Do you sometimes feel as though this all seems like some grand illusion like this isn't the life you were meant to live?
[he sure sounds kinda like he's gone off the deep end, but his tone is even and calm as he looks over at her to gauge her reaction.]
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Jordan, where does all of this concern grow from? I worry that my thoughts have caused you distress. [She feels as though what she admitted to has given him something that he's been waiting for her to say and that worries her more than she'd admit to. The flood of questions. Spilling out of him.]
They are just thoughts. Silly and not worth so many questions. It was my mind making excuses for my own fears of inadequacies.
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Sucking in a deep breath he nods, a rueful smile coming to his lips as he rubs a hand over his eyes wearily, and just like that he seems back to his normal self.]
I must be more tired than I thought. I didn't mean to worry you, My Lady. You know how my head can be in the clouds sometimes, and my curiosity always seems to get the best of me. [ He shakes his head with a tiny chuckle and a negligent shrug of a shoulder. Also, for the first time in his life ever.... Bluff Nat 20, total 25.]
I think it is probably time I escorted you back to the castle, and I return to His Majesty's side. [Time to do some damage control. Or something.]
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I hope I haven't upset you, Jordan. I do value the time that we spend together.
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Your company is one of the few pleasures I have these days, and it is invaluable to me as well. I want you to know that. [He seems on the verge of saying something more but thinks better of it, giving her a small smile instead.]
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