chicago ♔ love only knows if we'll give into fear and choose life undercover

[romanticidal]

♬ Love Only Knows - Josh Groban

WHO || Rafael, Buffy, Myri, Des, Jade [closed]
WHAT || Buffy & Myri break orders and take Rafael to Chicago to reunite him with lost love Jade. Des comes too.
WHERE || Nightscape; Chicago
WHEN || July 7th, night.
HOW || Actionspam

Standing across the street from the nondescript looking building, Rafael frowns across at the line of people entering into the fruit stand canopy.

"You are certain this is the place?" he asks uncertainly, without looking at Buffy and Myri beside him.

Comments

[witchwoman]

[Myri looks between Rafael and Jade, her upset expression plainly written on her face. She wants to protest, but Buffy's already said her peace, and she knows it's the right thing to do, even if she hates to do it.

She wants to comfort Rafael, to apologize for all of this, because she feels like she failed him more than anyone else. The man saved their lives and THIS was how they repaid him? It made her nauseous.

So she just shrinks back beside Buffy. For now, there's nothing more they can do.]

[slay]

[ that awkward moment when ...

buffy looks back at rafael, a little pained. because they did this. they brought him here, dragged him halfway around the world, and it was all for ... what. getting his heart stomped on repeatedly? guilt surges through her. but there's nothing to be done, and she's just left folding one of her hands around one of myri's and squeezing. ]

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[borrowedheaven]

[ ♬ Vienna - The Fray

Something in his voice apparently strikes a chord, as abruptly Jade surges forward to place a hand on Rafael's forearm, rising on her toes to lightly brush a kiss on his cheek. His eyes widen and zone in on her, and the hope that rises in them only to fade as he realizes what she's doing is almost worse than the despair that was there moments ago. ]

The fact that you held onto this for so long, came all this way... What we had must have been... [ she stops herself with a sad little smile, drawing away again. ] I'm sorry I can't bring it back so easily.

[romanticidal]

[ he stares like a lovestruck puppy and it's pretty clear that he doesn't know how to peel himself away and leave. ]

If there is some way to help you remember... you have my word, I will find it.

[slay]

... Would this be a good or a bad time to point out that you probably won't remember this conversation in the morning courtesy of Nightscape magic? [ she's raising her hand as she interrupts. look, it seems like something he might want to forget tbh. she's just keeping it real. ]

[borrowedheaven]

Not if you avoid the hallway into the club downstairs. There's another staircase that leads out to that balcony in the front room that bypasses it. End of the hall, take two rights.

[slay]

[ buffy is slack-jawed and then a little scandalized. ]

A bypass. Now, why couldn't we take the bypass last time? [ huff. ] Stupid ... fleeing security.

[witchwoman]

At least we'll remember it, should we ever need to return? [Ray of fucking sunshine, this one.]

[borrowedheaven]

I'd be okay with that. [ bypassing security or you guys visiting some day... is kind of unclear. ] But for now-- [ one more lingering glance at rafael ] I'm sorry... They're waiting for me.

[slay]

[ buffy puts a hand on rafael's arm, kinda nudging him into gear. ]

We'll see ourselves out. [ a beat. ] I'm sorry. I thought -- We weren't trying to make anything harder for you. I thought ... [ long pause. ] Well, I guess it doesn't matter now. [ she looks to myri and des and then turns to head back into the hall. ]

[nothingsodivine]

[Des nods at her and leans forward.] If I find anything in New Orleans that you might need to know, I'll give you a ring. Until then? Just stay safe. [He pats her shoulder and falls into step behind Buffy.]

Bet you were imagining that going better.

[slay]

[ she gives des a hard look for that. ] Understatement. [ it sounds a lot more like WOW THANK YOU FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE THAT'S REALLY NECESSARY. she looks at rafael, more softly. ]

Rafael, I'm -- I'm so sorry. I didn't think that ...

[romanticidal]

[ My December - Linkin Park ]

I know. [ his voice is quiet, but there's a strained quality to his expression as he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, before opening them and casting one glance back at the doors retreating behind them. he lets buffy all but drag him down the hallway, looking for all intents like he doesn't know or care where they're going. ] It is not your fault.

[witchwoman]

This isn't what we wanted at all. [She manages to get out, holding herself together, even though she feels like crap about everything.] Maybe... in time... [She looks back over her shoulder at where they've been.] There's always room for hope.

[slay]

I just hope that ... that it beats never knowing. Even if it didn't work out the way any of us wanted it to, it still -- [ optimism. not helping. she just deflates. her hand rests on his back instead of his arm for the sake of comfort and reassurance as she continues to guide his poor lost self toward the stairs as they hunt around for them. ]

[romanticidal]

[ oh hey stairs

he heads down them automatically, like a robot/zombie/half...elf... but his eyes glance at her as her hand shifts to his back and there's gratitude there, even amid all the IMMEASURABLE SORROW ]

Do you think she is happy?

[slay]

[ honestly? she doesn't. she doesn't think anyone could be happy here, and jade's never appeared exceptionally so. but it's not about the truth. it's about lying to make rafael feel better. ]

I think she's where she wants to be, and doing what she wants to be doing. [ it's not technically a lie, actually. more of an avoidance. for all intents and purposes, that should mean jade is happy. but buffy just isn't seeing it. ] We saw her perform our first time here. She was ... she was incredible.

[witchwoman]

[Myri just chews on her bottom lip and lets Buffy do the talking. She knew Jade better anyway. Plus, talking is hard when you are being swallowed whole by guilt.]

[romanticidal]

[ he seems ready to buy the line, either way. ] I am sure she would have been. She always was.

[slay]

Invitation's still open for you, you know. If you want to come back with us. [ he's ~helping~, after all, and the leader of some crazy resistance shit so wynn would probably be cool with it. ]

[romanticidal]

It is appreciated but...

Hiro and Isabella will need my help, trying to stem the leak of our identities before it goes even further and endangers others close to us. I cannot abandon them, and we can do more alone than drawing attention by asking any of you to come with us. I am afraid here we must part ways.

[witchwoman]

[It's a shame that he makes so much sense, because Myri doesn't want to go back to the castle completely empty handed, but it seems that they must.]

I wish we could have done more. [Everything feels like an apology as it falls out of her mouth, but she can't help it.] If you should need anything... we will do all that we can.

[slay]

Maybe when things get less crazy, we'll get the chance to see you again. [ buffy offers him a smile, stopping as they get to the end of the hallway that exits nightscape. ] Work together a little more honestly. [ there's a bit of a sheepish cringe there, because she does feel bad about the lying, but it was on both sides so ... it's more like teehee we're so silly and trying to lighten the mood a little. ]

[romanticidal]

[ her sheepishness is met with an odd note of hesitance on his part ] Si... I did give you my word.

[slay]

Then, I guess we'll be seeing you.