[Spike's eyes widen a bit, face slipping in dismay. He'd thought they had been friends. He'd liked her. She's the only person here he'd really bonded with. And now she hates him. It hurts, more than he'd like to admit. His voice is soft and full of emotion when he answers her.]

I never lied. I'm the same guy I've always been. I just-- [He breaks off and gestures at the window.] Would you put that down? I know you don't owe me anything. I just-- please. Let me explain.