knightsoflegend | glastonbury ♔ they came snapping at your heels

WHO || Faye, Lila, Gold? [closed]
WHAT || Faye finally has a clue to Gold's location, and goes to confront him about his absence
WHERE || Glastonbury, England
WHEN || After this
HOW || Actionspam

[ Gold's been gone now for long enough to leave most people assuming that he isn't going to come back. Driven off by confirmation that he was, in fact, the Dark One from the Enchanted Forest by Gaston and Emma, the only indication that he's even alive came in a dream delivered to Belle, where he admitted that he was looking to understand more about this Dark One, perhaps seeking a way to refute the claims of the others. Plenty of people are worried, however, about what direction his search might take him. Others, however, are just plain pissed that he would abandon them without a word - and it's that anger that drove Faye to ally with GLADOS to discover that he was in Glastonbury, and with Lila's help enlist Zero to pinpoint his exact last known whereabouts, at a shitty motel. Together, the girls take a car and head out, hoping to find him once and for all.

There's only one car in the lot when they pull in, the VACANCY sign flashing forlornly above the office door. No lights are visible in any of the rooms, but a COKE machine provides some illumination, along with the lone pair of streetlamps that dully lighten the parking lot. ]

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[ associating emotion with weakness is pretty much lila's m.o. and she's a hot emotional mess on the inside. it's why she's so good a lying, honestly, she can pick and choose which emotion to apply to whatever situation because she's literally feeling them all at the same time always and if she's using them to manipulate something it feels like control instead of weakness. ]

I'm just... tired. [ it's not just the fatigue that is present with her curse work, she's just genuinely exhausted by life. maybe david had been right, maybe she needs a break. but that feels like a weakness too and she refuses to acknowledge it. ] I'm so tired all the time.

I was too. Why do you think I moved out?

[She very gently squeezes her shoulders, being careful not to harm her newly healed skin, just giving her the slightest pressure.]

There's nothing wrong with taking care of yourself, so get away for awhile, if that's what you need. Take a vacation or something.

[ against elena her head shakes the tiniest bit. ]

I can't. I just-- Amara's here, I can't let her see me be weak. [ enjoy the complete lack of context for that explanation. ]

That's the woman who's cursed, right?

[Knowledge Local 18]

Why does you taking a vacation matter to her? She's not going to run off or something, is she?

Yeah, with a love curse. And she doesn't think she's cursed, so when it breaks, one day, she's going to remember everything she did in startling clarity and hate herself. Everything is going to seem impossible and she's going to get pissed at herself because it's easier to be mad than to be completely ashamed of pretty much everything you've done. [ her exhale is shaky and slow. god, it's so much easier to be angry. ] I know, because I was cursed. And no one was around to tell me that I would be okay and I'm not doing that to her. So I have to be okay so that she'll know she can be okay, too.

[Elena listens quietly, and when Lila's done, Elena eases her a little closer this time, leaning her chin on top of her head.]

You're not weak, Lila. You're one of the strongest people I know. [She keeps brushing her fingers through her hair.] You'll be okay, too.

[Even if no one could tell her before, Elena could tell her now.]

Yeah, 'cause I have people now. Amara has no one. [ pale hands curl into fists, not because she's angry, but to press her nails into her palms. the sharp, steady pain seems to ground her. ] I'm not strong. I'm just a better liar than anyone realizes. If I was strong I could actually stand to be in the same room with her.

Sometimes knowing when to lie and being able to do it makes you strong, too.

[She rocks her gently from side to side.]

So does sacrificing pieces of yourself for someone else simply because you want to. But everyone has their limits, their breaking point. I don't want you to reach yours.

[ that actually reaches her. the first part. she'd lied her ass off to get amara to help herself and it was the single most sickening thing she'd ever done in her life this side of the veil (including shooting the man holding a hostage point blank and watching the hostage's brain splatter across the wall.) if amara forgave her for that gross manipulation, lila would be genuinely surprised. ]

Maybe I have. But if I break so she doesn't have to... I already hate myself, if I can do anything to stop her from feeling the same way, I don't care if I break every part of me. Sylar will put me back together again, just like he always does. The thought of her looking at herself the way I look at myself... I can't let that happen.

I'm the only proof she has that she'll be okay. [ because she's not just going to out david. she sits up a little straighter, wiping at her eyes, cool mask settling across her expression. ] I'll be fine, so she'll be fine.

[Elena looks down at her, a strange expression in her eyes, before she nods and leans her head against hers again.]

I'm glad you have him. But I hope someday you learn to love yourself the way he does.

[She runs her fingers through her hair another time or two, seeing Lila's mask settle into place, and she starts to shift, standing up from the bed.]

I have to go meet up with Vi. I'll swing by again before I head back downtown?

[ her lips twitch in what could be a passable smile if you squint. ] Yeah. See you.

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