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Fredrick Jr. ([personal profile] nepotism) wrote in [community profile] knightsoflegend2014-09-02 07:05 pm

debriefing ♔ in the emptiness there's a solution | just look within yourself for absolution



♬ locking up the sun
- poets of the fall

WHO || Wynn, Buffy, Myri, Finnick, Spike, Gar, Archer, Des, Vi, Rafael, Fred Jr., Dumage, Mark, Rocket, open! [Closed]
WHAT || Andres Mission Debrief & Aftermath
WHERE || Knights HQ, lobby etc.
WHEN || September 18th [forward dated*]
HOW || Actionspam. Single thread, don't worry about maintaining tagging order.


There are plenty of missions that return to the castle a success - most of them, even. The defeated air of the solemn group that returns from their diplomatic mission to Andres Isle to hear the demands of dictator Dimitris Sarandis makes it quite clear that this wasn't one of those.

Starting with Sarandis' actual demands - for all Knights to withdraw from Andres under penalty of death, or for Wynn to offer his own head in return for Thomas' safe return - and ending with the unexpected, disturbing confession from Kat that she intended to stay behind on the island because she had "fallen in love with" the dictator, the events of the island made it very clear that Sarandis was cannily playing his hand to get the Knights where he wanted them.

Fred Jr. shoves open the doors with his unnatural strength, stalking in ahead of the group into the lobby. Whoever's on desk duty isn't going to have to roll a high wisdom check to see that these people are pissed... and distraught... and a myriad of other emotions on the bad end of the scale.

*I am changing the date of the briefing log and Andres log/live session to have taken place in September, to avoid us being in backdated hell forever, and to allow for a September squiring ceremony before apps are closed. Carry on... in the future!
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-11 05:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[She appreciates your thoughtfulness.]

Yes, I'm quite certain you're in good company for feeling restless today. I take it you'll be joining us at at the council then?
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-11 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Wouldn't miss it. [ like it's a party she can't wait to attend. ]
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-13 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[Helen gives Lila a sad, understanding smile.]

How have you been? We haven't had much opportunity to talk since...

[Since the counterstrike mission.]
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-13 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm fine. Your squire needs to check her attitude problem though. I have the self-control not to slap her, other people might not. [ deflecting peterson talk like a pro. by "other people", fyi, she means faye. ]
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-14 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, I'd heard you two had a chat. [Which is putting it lightly.] Lydia's more strong willed than most, which can help and hurt a squire simultaneously- as I'm sure you know.

[gurl she knows how you can be when you dig your heels in. idk people talk /handwaves her hearing a story or two.]
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-15 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ lila assumes she's referring to her continued squiredom and visibly shuts down, eyes narrowing and lips pursing in annoyance as she glances away. lila may be determined, but she's mellowed out incredibly in her time here. something no one seems to give a fuck about. :| ]
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-15 03:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[The sense motive I rolled is like 30 so Helen realizes where Lila took that.]

I only mean that you both seem to have difficulty accepting help when it's offered, or admitting when something might be beyond your ability. But that same quality makes you all the more determined to complete a task on your own. It's a matter of finding the balance. You've had more time here to find that happy medium.
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-15 05:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she still bristles at the reply to her silence, but its only because she's already defensive. but she is capable of acting like an adult on occasion so she doesn't immediately snap "i ask for help" because she knows helen is well aware, otherwise lila never would have agreed to testing and pushing the capabilities of her abilities. which is especially telling since lila has been beyond proficient at her curse work since she was in preschool, she knows exactly what she is capable of and still lets helen push her further. as far she is aware, the only thing lydia is capable of is being a know it all. about subjects of which she clearly doesn't know it all. ]

Fine. But fair warning, if she ever tries to tell me she knows more about my own brain chemistry than I do, she's going to get a demonstration. [ its maybe more of a concession to helen than an actual threat. lila knows better than to use her curse work against fellow knights. her dad gave her a certain respect for the code, whether unspoken or not. but on occasion her temper trumps that respect and all her self-control and lila is slowly losing all of her patience for people acting like they know more about her abilities than she does. ]
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-15 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe she should. [Helen muses, more to herself than to Lila. Quickly, she realizes that she should explain.]

Not on her, of course. Consent is paramount in circumstances like these. But if she could see your abilities at work on another knight- on me, then maybe it could foster a more civil, productive conversation about the process. I understand that now would be a terrible time for such things, much more pressing matters at hand, but... When we return, it would be worth bringing up.

[at the end of the day, Helen wants Lila to know one thing more than any other- that she trusts her. Lila's power is unlike most she's seen, and some might find it incredibly dangerous in the hands of someone who comes off so quick to anger. But Helen has found that Lila only strives to be heard and understood. She can't begrudge the young woman that at all.]
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-15 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ her eyebrows lift and she looks askance at helen, genuinely taken aback. ]

You want me to curse you in front of Lydia? [ dubious as fuck. ] It's not like I'm going to actually curse you. I doubt knocking you out again is going to convince Lydia that HBG exists, especially when there are spells for sleep.

[ and lila isn't going to torture helen with nightmares to prove a point. it isn't occuring to her sleepwalk helen into doing something because 90% of the time she likes helen -- not being talked down to is very attractive and helen usually knows how to talk to lila without making her defensive.

usually. and, to be fair, lila is stressed at the moment so a little defensiveness is to be expected. ]
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-16 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
You've displayed the ability to guide the unconscious mind- make a person move or do something without any recollection of it. Unfortunately, even that might be met with skepticism, but if you'd like to show her, it could help bridge the gap of disbelief.

[The problem here was that it required Lila to want to out forth the effort to teach Lydia about her ability. And Helen could see how frustrating that could be, especially in a place like this where hundreds of seemingly impossible things could happen at any given time.]
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-16 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe. [ lila doesn't really care about educating lydia. she really just wants to hit her with a bible, a nice slap with the word of the lord. and the lord says stfu about shit you don't understand.

but that would be rude.

expending the energy to curse a volunteer to teach a know it all that she doesn't know it all isn't really high on lila's list of things to do. but in deference to helen she doesn't outright say no. maybe is as close as the woman is going to get, though. ]
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-16 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[Helen knows to drop it. Whether they all come back in one piece to have show and tell is a depressing enough thought, and it really isn't the last conversation she wants Lila to remember them having.]

I'm proud of you, you know. [She steps closer, cautious.] The events at the Petersen residence. You handled yourself well, did the best you could with a difficult situation. [Helen doubts that people find themselves prompted to give Lila that sort of praise. She holds herself like she doesn't need it, like it would be brushed off- and it very well might, but in case she never gets the chance to say it, she wants to say it now.]

You're a remarkable woman, Lila.
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-17 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ lila stiffens, ash from her cigarette tumbling on to her heels. she doesn't get a lot of praise, can't remember ever getting much. faye is usually the one shoving it down her throat, it's easy to take from her though because faye is violent and rude about it. you will take my praise and you will like it, she caters to lila's self-confidence.

helen's praise is like a sucker punch to her lack of self-confidence and lack of self-worth. especially considering why she is being praised, for something lila considers a personal gross failure.

she doesn't say anything for a long moment, looking out at the gardens and the woods. the little vibration in her pocket is probably faye texting her that she's awake. finally, and not begrudgingly even if it seems like lila is having trouble accepting it, she nods a little. ]
Thanks.
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[personal profile] daredtobelieve 2014-09-17 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
[It's more than she expected, honestly. And taking what she's getting, Helen quits while she's ahead.]

I'll see you at the briefing. If you need anything... [She trails the thought off, clearly leaving that door open, should Lila need to talk about anything more. Otherwise, she'll just head back inside.]
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[personal profile] bittersweeter 2014-09-17 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, okay. [ it's about as much if a concession as she'll allow. ] See you there.